There are moments in life when the soul is shattered to its core, when we are brought to the edge, only to be asked to take one more step. These are the moments when we feel the weight of the world crash down on us, and yet, somehow, they become the birthplaces of transformation. I recently went through one of those mind-blowing, heart-breaking, and devastating Tower moments—an event that shook me to my roots. It felt like I had been pierced by the Ten of Swords, with the sharp pain of betrayal and heartbreak driving through me. The Three of Swords lodged in my heart. A Tornado of Eight of Wands swirling around me, swift and unstoppable. It was chaos, pain, and yet, there was something deep inside me that knew this was not the end, but the beginning.
In the midst of this storm, I surrendered—again—to the dark night of the soul, that painful yet sacred space where healing and transformation reside. I found myself in a place that felt like life and death intertwined, but there was a glimmer of something more. Somewhere beneath the rubble of broken trust, I could feel my destiny calling me. I knew I was on the path to my Wish Fulfillment, the World I had always longed for. I could see the Sun rising, shining down on my Ten of Pentacles, the abundant, happy life that is my birthright. I knew that the end of this dark chapter would be the beginning of the most extraordinary new world—one filled with peace, purpose, and prosperity.
The night before, I went to bed with a heart full of hope, faith, and fervent prayer. I asked the Universe, all spiritual entities, and my higher self to push forward my new, blessed world. I could feel it coming. I felt the shift. And so, when I woke up this morning, ready to step into that bright future, I was met with something unexpected: distrust.
The very thing I feared the most.
Distrust had always been my catalyst. It was the thing that would always push me forward, forcing me to face the parts of myself I’d avoided, the things I didn’t want to confront. The message that came through was loud and clear. It was a shining, glaring mirror that reflected my deepest fear—that I couldn't trust anyone. Not even myself. Not even the universe that I had been praying to for help. Not the people around me. And certainly not the world that I had wanted to claim as mine.
But here’s the thing: In that moment of discomfort, I realized something huge. I was being asked to trust again—not just other people, but myself. I had been through fire and came out stronger, wiser, and more resilient. I had faced the darkest corners of my soul and survived. I could depend on myself, and if I could do that, then I could begin to trust the universe again. I could trust the flow of energy. I could trust the process.
This isn’t about waiting for the world to prove itself to me. This is about me proving it to myself. I am worthy of my dreams. I am worthy of my wish fulfillment. I am worthy of abundant love, success, and joy. I am worthy of trusting my path and my journey, no matter how much it challenges me. And so, I am choosing to trust again—because if I don’t trust, I can never truly step into the beautiful future that is waiting for me.
So, here I am, standing in the face of this catalyst, allowing the discomfort to fuel my growth. It’s in these moments, these dark nights and Tower moments, where we find the clarity to step into our greatest selves. I’ve learned that trust isn’t about waiting for the perfect circumstances or the perfect people. It’s about choosing to have faith in myself—to believe in my power, in my ability to overcome, and in my divine right to live the life of my dreams.
The universe is ready to deliver. It’s time for me to trust in that, to trust in myself, and to trust in the beautiful unfolding of my life. And now, my dear reader, I want you to take a moment and ask yourself: What is it that you need to trust? What is the universe asking you to surrender to, so that you can step into your own next chapter?
Trust isn’t always easy, but it’s always worth it. And remember, you are not alone on this journey. Together, we will step into the next phase of awakening, transformation, and healing. Trust that your light is waiting for you, and when you step into it, nothing will ever be the same again.
With love, support, and light,
Sibyl
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